There is no logic, no logic at all, in hurting a person, breaking promises and not standing behind the words spoken and then feeling sorry for yourself.
it’s YOU who broke the promises. You promised to not go to that graveyard, you promisd to not interact with those people, you broke it within the next 2 hours. You promised to text me every 30 minutes that you were awake so that I would know that you’re alright because I was worried about your condition; That promise didn’t last much longer either.
YOU are the one breaking these to ME, YOU don’t get to feel sorry for yourself, YOU don’t get to pity yourself, YOU DON’T GET TO ACT LIKE A SPOILD LITTLE BRAT AND MAKE YOURSELF THE VICTIM!
Don’t expect people to be true to you, to help you and to stick to your side if all you do is hide whenever a problem rises. The first solution to every fucking issue is crying in your world. WRONG!
It’s fine to cry for a little moment as long as you suck it up and face your problems. But all you do is, pity yourself and expect things to go back to normal in a blink of an eye.
Broken trust requires alot of time to recover, to be build up again. Im not some computer for you to fix up whenever you break it.
Sometimes, not even time can heal shit.
Funny how every fucking time that I feel like taking a risk and try to trust someone, it always end of being this: shit.
Why, life? EITHER I SHOULD STOP FUCKING TRY TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS OR YOU SHOULD STOP GIVING ME SO MUCH BAD EXPERIENCE ABOUT PEOPLE!
No, Im not gonna stop giving people the chance to fight, I will however not let them ANY-FUCKING-WHERE close my circle and if they mess up, I’ll swiftly kick them out of my life.
You have every right to stop seeing people that don’t make you happy, that don’t help you wanna be a better person. When you are brave enough to do that; You are ready to survive this annoying as shitty thing we call “life”.
IDK, I accidently started listening to this song and all of these opinions started freaking flowing in my mind.
mark my words: NEVER BE THE VICTIM!
That’s the lowest point you can possibly ever reach.
ps. If you can’t keep a promise, don’t fucking make it in the first place
Promises are meant to be kept.
Peace is international<3
I fight for you, so you should too~