Puffy Eyes

This is pretty much what you end up with after a night of constant crying.


It’s heartbreakingly painful how often I catch myself whisper my wishes of disappearance and death whilst crying.

Do you know how to stop your heart from crying so your mind can take the lead?

I sure don’t.

Wanna know what’s dumb?

Visas and passports and gates and green cards and life and the future and the past…

I hate everything at the moment.

I rarely ever feel so dead and alone. Alone and suffering.

I feel like a mop.

What do you do when your mind wants to leave but your heart is begging you to stay???!!!

Can someone for god’s sake help?!




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