One heck of a year -2021

Hi baby!

I’m gonna, as usual, start off by saying sorry for being away a ridiculous amount of time. My goal was to get back to writing to you regularly but the end of summer 2021 hit me like a truck in the best way possible and I’ve been busy non-stop since then.

At the end of august, me and my mr went on holiday to Alanya in Turkey. The resort itself sucked and didn’t deserve the 5 stars on their wall. The trip ended in the most wonderful way though: We got engaged!!

We are planning the wedding for June 2022 and have already booked a photographer, the ceremony at City Hall and the location for the reception. The invitations are out and the rsvps are dropping in one by one. Due to the new wave of covid-19 with the omnicron variant, we’re trying to make the plans fit the restrictions in place.

There’s a lot left to plan but the pieces are starting to fall in it’s places.

Uni has been a storm of tasks, I have my last exam next week Tuesday after that I only have my field study and bachelor’s thesis. I am super excited about my field study and hoping it goes well.

I’m gonna go and prep for the exam, I’m really gonna try to not disappear again.

XOXO

Ozzy

Ratchet and Clank – OG

Hi love!

Ever since I was a kid, I loved playing ratchet and clank. The first ever Ratchet and Clank I got was the second on on PlayStation 2. However, a few days ago I found the OG OG game on play store: Ratchet and Clank 1!!!

I can’t even explain how freaking nostalgic and cool this is!! This is literally the story of how they met and became the best duo ever! (At this point I’m sure you know my love for videogames)

This is so freaking cool!!!

XOXO

Ozzy

2021 – Full speed

Hi love!

How have you been? It’s already April! It’s been a little while, this time I have a valid explanation though: I’ve had my hands full with moving on top of work and uni. We are finally starting to settle in which is nice. It’s still now fully finished though, because this apartment is bigger, I have so much more space to decorate haha^^

What’s happened so far besides moving?

I got a few more piercings! The grey dotted piercings are the new ones.

I’m gonna get 3-4 more in a month or two, I’ll make sure to show you once it’s done!

I Know you wanna see the new place but I don’t have fully finished before and after photos yet. I have a few more frames to put up and such. We got a new bed, a new couch and we have a new TV stand on the way. Next project is gonna be the guest room for sure^^

It’s midnight in a few minutes and my brain is fried after 2 lectures, 2 meetings at work and 4 hours of studying.

I’ll take to you later! ❤

XOXO

Ozzy

The new apartment while empty

Hi baby!

How’s you week going? Don’t forget to drink lots of water ❤

Here’s the apartment while it’s empty, I received these photos from the company that owns the building

I’ll show you before and after photos once it’s done 😀

XOX
Ozzy

Back from haitus – again

Hi baby!

How have you been? For me? It’s been quite hectic to say the least. University started again at the end of august and has been a stress-filled race since! After having done two months of law and now wellfare state history, my brain is all mushy. This course ends first of december followed by the course “wellfare state economics” which is gonna be even worse. More people that give up on this program, do so due to the wellfare state courses apparently. They are very hectic, badly planned and difficult. Working 60% and going to university full time is exhausting but I’ve managed to make it work so far.
Let’s hope for the best ^^

Guess what’s happening by the end of the year? I am moving!!! Me and my SO have finally found a good apartment to move in to. If you know anything about the Stockholm housing system, you’ll know it’s really difficult to find an apartment, let a lone a larger one. But we searched and dug and finally found one for us.

What kind of apartment are we moving in to? A 3 bedroom(4 room apartment, we call it in Sweden) in Nacka. It’s newly built on top of the hill and Nacka is a really good place to live. It’s nice and quiet and decently close to the city central.

It’s gonna be nice so finally move back to a larger apartment since we live in a one bedroom apartment now. There’s of course nothing wrong with that, if it’s a roof over your head and you can lock the door it’s good enough but I also understand that it’s nice to upgrade if it’s possible.

I’m very excited to have a proper study/work room and a guest bedroom to say nonetheless. It’d make my life a lot easier and I won’t have to work and study on the dinner table in the kitchen.

I’ll make sure to show you lots of photos both before and after I’ve moved in^^

Bye for now

XOXO
Ozzy

New tatts

Hi Baby!

I got some new tattoos!!

 

The crown: If you know me well enough, you’ll know that my favourite group of all times is BIGBANG. I started listening to them around the end of 2010 and have been a proud follower and fan since then. Their music has helped me through a lot of hardships and obstacles I know I wouldn’t be able to survive without their music. In 2006, when they debuted, their logo was a yellow crown with 5 points, one for each member. The logo has changed throughout time but the original logo will forever be the official one to me.

 

The paw: I have a thing for animals, I prefer animals over people and if I had the power to choose I would have wiped mankind of this planet to let animals have their planet back. We’ve done nothing but torture and hurt them With that being said, I love animals and would give my life up for the them in a heartbeat. I do, however, feel a particularly strong connection to specific types of animals more than others. The strongest connection I feel is for dragons but that’s a connection beyond description. Besides dragons though, I feel this huge pull for elephants, lions and wolves.

Wolves have one of the strongest connections to their pack, they’re very loyal and protective but also very aggressive towards outsides. During the rise of the Turkish army after it went from being the ottoman empire to the Turkish empire under the rein Ataturk, the enemies would call us the Turkish wolves or the grey/dark wolves. There’s a documented interview with Hitler and they ask him why he hasn’t considered invading Turkey and as he replies, he refers to the Turkish army as the Turkish wolves and explains that he would never consider that possibility because he knows that even if one Turk survives that one Turk will raise a whole army again. As long as one wolf survives, the pack will find a way to rise back up.

To remember that I am a part of my ancestors and I am the grandchild of Fatih Sultan Mehmet, the greatest leader we’ve ever had, I choose to get this tattoo and to put it somewhere I can see it and let it guide me. As we Turks say: Ne mutlu turkum diyene (The greatest happiness is to be able to say I’m turkish).

I’m eventually gonna make a sleeve on my lower left arm with Fatih Sultan Mehmets signature stamp, the Ottoman flag alongside the Turkish flag together with the year 1453 underneath. That’s why I chose to get the paw on my left and instead; so that it kind of goes together as a whole set.

 

XOXO
Ozzy

Högskoleprovet – Swedish SAT-ish

Hi baby!

It’s been a few weeks since we spoke. How have you been?
I’ve got some juice to tell you^^

my September was busy but ended lovely with the most wonderful 1 year anniversary in London with my man.

We flew to London over the weekend, spent the whole Saturday on Thorpe Park with my man and his brother ( let’s call him J to respect his privacy)

Gröna Lund ( the amusement part in Stockholm has nothing on Thorpe Park!
I didn’t get to take much photos of our trip because it rained so much

 

We got to meet J and his  girlfriend B’s lovely and super adorable cat before we took off to the park.

 

We ended the trip with a lovely and romantic dinner together.

 

October was mostly consumed by studying for the högskoleprov which am doing today. The Högskoleprov is like the SAT except it’s not on obligation to take it. It’s based on 5 tests and the whole thing begins at 8 am and ends at 4 pm.

I finished the first 3 parts a moment ago and am now on a short lunch break until it’s time to go back and do part 4 and 5. I can’t wait to finish it and go home, watch a movie and rest.
I usually like studying but this tests focuses a lot on math which is boring as hell so I can’t wait to get it over with.

Alright, I’m off to finish the rest of the test.

 

XOXO

Ozzy

Whiplash – Car accident

Hi baby!

I hope the month started off kindly to you. To me? Both yes and no^^

We’ve found an apartment for my mom which is all set and ready, now I just gotta find a place for myself. I’ve looked at a couple of places and have a few more to look at before the end of the week. Hopefully I’ll find something. I’m not too worried though.

Me and my cousin Nessie was gonna go to the Zoo called Kolmården here in Sweden. however, on our way there, on the highway, a very large semi-truck was on it’s way to crush our car. In order to avoid ending up underneath it, I drove into 5  “roadwork” warning signs (red and yellow arrow signs) and ending up crashing into the tires below to stop the car.

 

Thank God we’re both fine besides some whiplash and neck pain, it could have gone so much worse, had I not noticed the truck’s actions and the warning signs. The car took a bit of a hit but is mostly fine too. We managed to take it to a workshop and had it patched up so that we could drive it back home.

It’s gonna need some work and TLC but other than that, we’re all okay. I’m pissed over the fact that I didn’t get the license plate of the truck though; everything happened so fast and I was too occupied with trying to keep us alive.

 

I’m getting a bit nauseous sitting up and typing so I’m gonna end the post here but I’ll try to keep you updated as much as possible. So far, the pain is at a 6 out of 10.

 

XOXO

Ozzy

Getting back on the horse – ish

Hi baby!

I know, it’s been very long since I’ve kept you updated. I wasn’t able to post during ramadan simply because I didn’t have the energy to do it, this year was difficult but we made it through mashallah.

During the month of June a lot happened at the same time so I barely had time to post anything. What happened? I sold he apartment.  I sold it and I’m moving out in august, so my stress started off with trying to sell the apartment and has now moved on to my trying to find a new place to live in.

 

On happier news, my midsummer weekend was fucking bomb 10 out of 10.

 

On Midsummer day me and boo went to Gröna Lund ( the theme park in Stockholm) and my perfect ass boyfriend lowkey won me a panda (I wanted it very badly and couldn’t win it myself). This is how I drove Nigel home yesterday haha

 

The rest of the weekend was filled with bbq, cocktails and lost of enjoying the sun.

 

 

I’ll have you know the cocktails were bomb as fuck.

I now have 2 weeks of vacation whitch I will be spending in the gym, in the sun and on the web trying to find a new place to live in.

 

I’ll talk to you later!

 

XOXO

Ozzy

The weekend didn’t come quick enough

Hi baby!

 

How has your week been? Mine? Don’t even ask haha.

It’s been a while since I wrote to you, hasn’t it? I’m sorry, it’s just been alot to deal while at home and at work at the same time. I think things are finally settling into it’s places.

 

To start off, turns out the no wipe gel I’ve been using on my nails to harden them gave me an allergic reaction. How do I know? The skin around my nails started bleeding.

 

 

I’m letting them rest for a bit until I can find something else.

 

I’ve had a very hectic and messy week, there’s just been a shit ton at work and at home.

I have been sexually harassed at work by the guy that sits next to me at work for the past 7 months, and earlier this week I found out he harassed another woman too and that was it for me, that was the last straw.

See I didn’t go to the HR because I didn’t think they would take me seriously. Knowing me own family didn’t take me seriously about my trauma, I figured; why would they?

Turns out they do take it seriously. She went to the HR and so did I, and he is not allowed to come back to the office until everything is investigated and sorted out. He wasn’t at the office, and as I told the board today during the meeting about my experience, today was the first time I didn’t feel uncomfortable and unsafe at work since I started working there, which was freeing.

 

I hope neither me nor my colleague has to see him ever again, and I hope karma hits him hard sooner rather than later.

 

Moving on to something more positive

 

 

SHAZAM! HAS BEEN RELEASED AND I’VE ALREADY WATCHED IT TWICE AT THE CINEMA!

When I say my eyes got teary from pride when I finished watching it, I’m not exaggerating.  I’m such a proud fan of DC Comics! Holy shit, you did so well, David Sandberg. So well!

 

If you haven’t watch it yet, YOU HAVE TO. If you wanna watch ONE superhero movie this year, watch SHAZAM!.

It was so well thought, so neatly planned and performed. I applaud you, Zachary Levi, for bringing one of the coolest and most hilarious and badass superheroes come to life.

 

 

I cut my hair yesterday, I’ll show you what it looks like now in a minute.

 

XOXO

Ozzy